This was my first dildo and I actually still have it. It's a good size, nothing too crazy but the head is THICK and gets narrower towards the base. The rubber is fairly soft, not super floppy but not rock hard, the suction cup is strong, never had an issue there, but it has a rubbery sort of fake fruity smell that will not go away. It's not a terrible smell, my girlfriend sort of likes it, but just be aware I guess haha. Keep it in a bag so it doesn't touch your silicone toys if you have any.